are very expensive these days. I mean, I get they're extremely amazing and what not, but $100 for one? Sheesh, what is the world coming to these days? In this economy, a graphing calculator should cost $20 at the most. I never imagined that I would be paying that much for a stinking calculator. The price of this calculator just made me hate math even more. 

Today was a pretty darn beautiful day. I got to enjoy it with a very large headache and a big cup of disgusting tea :) ah. Perfect. Not to much to say other than that. I thank the Lord everyday for helping me get up in the morning, and for everything that he has done in my life. He is so amazing!

I hope you all had a wonderful day. Drink some amazing tea for me, watch a fantastic movie, and just relax. Thanksgiving is almost here!

Tabs <3

It is an absolutely beautiful morning. The sun is shining, it is neither hot nor cold, a slight breeze, and the smell of autumn is in the air. I'm not sure if this day can get any better (maybe if it spontaneously started to rain).  However, I am being forced to drink some gross type of tea that has a taste between a dirty sweaty sock and garbage. It also smells like BO. It is making my stomach feel significantly better though so I'll just have to put up with it for the time being. 

Why does everything that  makes us feel better, have to taste like someone threw up all over it before we chug it down? I mean, why can't medicine or even some types of tea taste like...oh I don't know, strawberries? Pizza? Oranges? Okay, we can take out the pizza, but I think you understand my point. Medication is tasting even more gross with each new one that they come out with. It's ridiculous, but people tend to fall for it because it's new. New medication are like shiny objects. Can you resist a shiny object? If you said yes, then I am sorry to say but you technically are not human and I would like to welcome you to this planet we call Earth (keep in mind new fellow earthlings, if your problem can't be solved here with either duct tape, rope, or Tylenol, you might want to head over to a different planet). Shiny objects tend to get everyone's attention. As does new medication that tend to hold new promises in mind. Don't fall for it. The usually less expensive medication and outdated are much better. I am a valuable resource, I have tried probably every type of medication out there. It also takes somewhat better. See? There is always an upside.

"Here's to the crazy ones. The misfits. The rebels. The troublemakers. The square pegs in round holes. The ones who see things differently. They aren't fond of rules, and they have no respect for status quota. You can quote them, disagree with them, glorify or vilify them, but the one thing you can't do is ignore them because they change things. They push the human race forward and while some see crazy ones - we see genius, because the ones who are crazy enough to think that can change the world, are the ones that do."

Thank you troublemakers, crazy ones, misfits, rebels, and the square pegs in the round holes. Thank you. 

Tabs <3

always make you feel better when you're sick. Or anything fuzzy in particular for that matter. I don't know why either. Maybe it's just the softness of actually holding something fluffy, or maybe it's just the sheer fluffiness. I love it though and don't even try to deny it guys because you secretly like fluffy things too. I know you do. I can see your denial face right now. Yes, that's right. Admitting it is the first step. Now go find your fluffy thing and hug it with all your love. Your fluffy thing will appreciate that :)

So I'm sort of better? Maybe? I think? No, actually I don't think so. I'm just drinking this tea that is making me feel a lot better, but maybe it's just an illusion (maybe it isn't...hmmm...). However, it is a wonderful day. Partly cloudy skies with just a slight wind. Ah, the joys of mother nature being in a happy mood. Also the joy's of watching Charlie Chaplin episodes all night. That's enough to put you in a good mood. Am I right? Maybe. Maybe not. You tell me.

On another note, I switched school's this week. I am now at an independent study program. I don't know very much about it, but I'm sick at the moment so the more I'm at home, the better it will be for my recovery. I have no AP classes which I am still trying to wrap my brain around. I have forgotten what a regular class was like. Do we actually get only one homework assignment each night? Is it true? No, it can't be. I refuse to believe that. One homework assignment. I've had dreams about such things, and even a vague memory of hearing about it, but that was long ago. Before the three essay's each night and having a project almost every week. It can't be true. I'll believe it when I see it.

It's amazing how beautiful it is outside at this time of year. Just the sheer warmth on your face from the sun, and the coldness from the autumn wind that creeps up on you is just enough to make you jump with joy. And the leaves. Oh my goodness the leaves. What more can you do than just smile from all the beautiful colors? The reds, oranges, greens, and even purples scattered throughout all the trees and multiplying each day as if to say, "Finally, this is what  I've been waiting for!". You can even smell autumn, especially on those amazingly cool nights that you go outside too look at the stars, who are looking down in admiration of how beautiful everything looks at this time of year. Next time you go out to look at the stars, ask them how the view looks from up there. If you listen closely, I'm pretty sure you will get a response.

Have a wonderful day :)
Tabs <3
I haven't been to school in over two weeks due to the fact that I have some type of stomach infection. This...bacteria thing in me gives me unbearable amounts of stomach pain, nausea, and dizziness. It's terrible. What's worse is the medication just sucks big time. It makes me even more nauseated and I feel like I'm on a completely different planet. I'm afraid to eat since it will cause pain and the medication also produces appetite loss so I haven't eaten properly for a while 


Pray for me everyone! I really hope that I get better soon. I don't know how much more I can take of this. 

Do you guys like my new picture? I thought it was pretty snazzy.

Anyway I finally had the courage to get out of bed and actually post something for once. It's raining at the moment which is making my day a little better at least. Might watch a couple of movies so the day passes by faster. Or maybe just go back to sleep. I don't know. Hmph. Decisions decisions.

"Um, thank you. I'm not much for public speaking. Or much for speaking. Or, come to think of it, much for the public. And I'm not very good at lying. So let me just say that, in my experience, high school sucks. If I had to do it all over again, I'd have started advanced placement classes in preschool so I could go from eighth grade straight to college. However, given the unalterable fact that high school sucks, I'd like to add that if you're lucky enough to have a good friend and a family that cares it doesn't have to suck quite as much. Otherwise my advice is; Stand firm for what you believe in, until and unless experience proves you wrong. Remember, when the emperor looks naked, the emperor IS naked. The truth and a lie are not sort of the same thing. And there is no aspect, no facet, no moment of life that can't be improved with pizza. Thank you." -I think this quote explains exactly how I feel about high school. And I mean PERFECTLY. When I read that, I just could not stop smiling. 

I hope you all have a morning :) revel in your memories today! The good, and the bad. It just seems like the perfect time for it.

Tabs <3 <3