It is three days past New Years, and I am still pumped! No, I did not party or partake in any type of social gathering in which regular teenagers usually do. I actually watched movies all night and did absolutely nothing. I can already see your disgusted face and your probably thinking, "Wow, this girl has absolutely no social life and I feel incredibly bad for her." Sadly to say, my social life pretty much sucks so feel free to be disgusted. I don't mind at all. I also haven't blogged in over a month (gasp) and I feel ashamed. Bad me. So I will proceed with the update.

As I said, my New Years Eve I spent watching movies until about four o'clock in the morning and practically spent all of New Years Day sleeping since I didn't get any sleep the night before. Independent Study is indeed taking it's tole on me. I now no longer am able to wake up before eleven o'clock, and stay up until about three. This is not healthy and I realize this. However, if I am meant to stay up this late, then so be it. I love the dark way better anyway for some reason. How was everyone else's New Year's Eve and Day? I hope they were all wonderful! 

My stomach infection is still here; however, it isn't as bad as it was. I'm dealing with the nausea pretty well and the pain only comes every once in a while. I'm praying that God will help me get through this, and I'm patiently waiting for the infection to go away. Life tends to be unfair sometimes, but what would life be if we didn't have any pain every once in a while? It reminds us that we are indeed alive. 

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

I know I'm saying these a little late and I sincerely apologize! I tend not to be able to get on the computer very often anymore but I will try as hard as I can. I wrote a little something. I hope you enjoy it.


2010...It was a year full of laughter, joy, sadness, friendship, and of course love. The days seemed to pass by in a blur, but we always made each one count. Some were spent in happiness, and some were spent in tears. The little things always seemed to matter the most for us, and we held onto every moment that seemed to take our breathe away. The summer seemed to pass by the fastest, which leaves us only with memories of long cool nights and hot days in which the heat couldn't be escaped. We witnessed millions of colors pass before our eyes, and every new color sparked something new in us. Each one of us met that one person that changed the whole entire course of our lives in some way, shape, or form. We all have some regrets, and we all have some things that we wished we could have done. We turned to faith when we ran out of hope, and fell to our knees when life brought us through trials and suffering. However, we kept our heads up and we should be proud. Let's make 2011 an even better year, let's have no regrets and love until we just can't stand it anymore. Make each thought a happy one, and fill the air around us with laughter. Smile when life brings you to your knees, and thank God for each new day. Be determined, grateful, inspiring, shocking, excited, faithful and trustworthy. Just be. Happy New Year's everyone :)


Ciao and Good Night,
Tabs <3



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